Monday, September 27, 2010

it gets you down sometimes.

my heart breaks when i hear you. i'm sitting here with a sinking feeling in my chest just wanting to hold you and have our lives be better. i can only imagine how you must be feeling.

one person can change our entire life. one person can ruin so many potentially wonderful experiences for us. one person can make us feel like we've lost touch with what we are most passionate about, one person can make us feel embarrassed and guilty and hypocritical for falling into the system in which we hate most, and one person can make us feel utterly defeated and empty. how can people think that they have the right to come in and out of our lives as they please? she's a god damned hurricane. she shows up before we know it and we're caught off guard. and she storms through our lives leaving a path of destruction, devastation, and trauma. we're left to pick up the pieces, if we can even do that. but we shouldn't be alone. nobody deserves to be violated and left to face this kind of devastation.

i can feel the energy that surrounds you and i only wish there was something i could do to lessen the hurt. but there is nothing. you are strong. you will survive. and i will be here.

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